Monthly Archives: November 2011

Rolling in the Deep

Posted on November 28, 2011 by

Old patterns seem to creep back up. Last night, after working three days straight during the craziest retail days of the year, my ex called.  I’d been avoiding him since our last encounter. In my exhaustion, and his persistence, I … Continue reading →

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Working Class

Posted on November 26, 2011 by

I haven’t forgotten about you… There has been so much going on. First off, my return to the fairgrounds was another flop. When the Himalaya Salt Lamps racked up the sales next to my booth, I knew it was time … Continue reading →

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Know What You Want?

Posted on November 22, 2011 by

Being on the market for some time now, I have a good sense of what I don’t like. Strangely that list is longer than the likes list, which are too few to mention. What does that say about me or the … Continue reading →

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Defeat is a Stage

Posted on November 20, 2011 by

I realized that defeat is not an event; it is a stage. When things started going wrong, I began kicking and screaming to make something happen. I’m going out fighting. After months, I’m exhausted and still unclear. It doesn’t make … Continue reading →

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Basket Case

Posted on November 15, 2011 by

I’m still trying to figure out my new voice, my new identity. In the last few weeks I’ve made major changes. I pretty much stopped drinking, smoke very little pot, and dumped the cubs. Lastly, I finally put an end … Continue reading →

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Poor Me

Posted on November 9, 2011 by

I know. I promised I would return in November with the same amount of passion I began with. No luck. I’m broke and struggling to figure out how to make my dreams come true. The problem is I’m not sure … Continue reading →

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Beyond Expectations

Posted on November 2, 2011 by

When I first learned about Enlightened, I knew I would connect with the main character Amy (Laura Dern). Not only does she demonstrate erratic behavior, she is an unwilling participant to the politics around her. Amy grasps on to the … Continue reading →

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Return From Nowhere

Posted on November 1, 2011 by

It’s seems like forever since I last entered a post. It’s been a strange two weeks. So much has happened, yet nothing has changed. Let me give a brief recap, then in coming days give more detail on some colorful stories. I … Continue reading →

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